I guess I’m finding this just a bit too heavy (sorry for the pun).

I need a new start. I’m just tired of looking at this site and realizing that I’ve been working on my weight loss since December 2005. I’m just having a hard time feeling motivated here. So I’ve moved.

Well… kind of.

You can find my Second Journey to losing weight here - Click Here.

I hope that you stick with me, adjust your bookmarks, add bookmarks, offer support, comment, lurk… just be there for me. I would so very much appreciate it.

Again I’m Here at - Part Deux of One Fat Woman

Weight: 192.8 - :: loss ::

I weighed myself this morning… and at Weight Watchers and I’m the same weight - 192.8  OMG!!!  I got my 25 pound loss magnet tonight at the meeting too.  I’m so stoked, I’m over the moon :)  I just am really happy to finally be over the 194 hump so to speak and now I’m so close to being in the 180s… I’ve not been that low since high school nearly 15 years ago.  OMG!!!! So freakin’ happy today.

I’m also totally addicted to walking.  I have to walk - everday.  It’s not easy, but I’m doing it.  Love putting on the MP3 player and walking.  I didn’t think I’d ever get to this point where I’m enjoying myself… doing exercise!  But I did it.  I am doing it.

I think I need to invest in new runners… but OMG!  So happy.  I wish I could bottle this feeling for those days where nothing seems to go well - and remember how much I enjoyed this feeling.

Weight: 193.0 - :: loss ::

Obviously something must be wrong with me if I am starting to enjoy exercise… in the lines of walking.  Last weekend I did 3 hour long walks… mostly to just get out of the house, but it was exercise - I put on my music and away I went.  My calves hurt like a whoo-haa… but I did it.  Even when they hurt a bit.  Can you imagine.  Me… doing exercise… while in some pain!

Never would have THUNK it!  LOL.  I’m really pleased with myself that I want to do this and I’m looking forward to the walk tomorrow… rain or shine.  Hoping for sunshine.  But it doesn’t matter!  I’m going to do it no matter what.  Tomorrow morning is the plan.

And I’M SOOOO HAPPY that I’ve now broke the 194 pound mark and am down around 192.4 to 193 - I’m now in uncharted territory… almost (Remember July 2006 - yeah, me neither!)  Well that was my lowest at 192, so I’m hoping that I can manage to keep it down till weigh in and kick some fat in the ass and get down to 192 or lower (fingers crossed!)

… on another note, my social life has taken an odd twist.  I’m not sure I want to share it completely… but it’s just odd.  Never happened to me before.  I’m not sure where to put this into the scheme of things with my life currently.  It’s exciting and odd… all rolled into one.

So that’s been keeping me busy - and the weight loss and exercise I am taking day by day and that really seems to help me lately.