Weight: - 196.6 - :: gain ::

POINTS FOR THE DAY: -/24
VITAMINS: -
EXERCISE: -

Yeah, a little guilty this morning.  I just couldn’t stop eating yesterday.

Yesterday was one of those days where I knew what I was putting in my mouth - and still did it.  We watched a movie - and we ate.  Mini Ritz crackers with that cheese filling.  Terrible on the points - serioulsly.  Something like 9 for 3 points.  Ugh. They are those sort of things when you start eating them you end up demolishing wayyyy more than you wanted in the first place.  Then I think too, it’s an old habit - eat while watching a movie… maybe a bit of boredom thrown in.  I’ve got to watch that, or it could end up biting me in the butt… literally.
Crap.

It could have been worse…

… Damn Girl Guide Mint cookies…

5 of those later.

LOL.  I can still laugh about it.  But I went WAY over my points - and thank god I’ve still got some of my extra 35 points left to salvage the week.  But I’ve really got to buckle down this week.  Try again for no eating out during the week.

It’s hard to do - when you get sick of making salads and all that stuff.  Sometimes I just crave grease.

But today I have to stick to 24.  I know I can do it.  And I will (I have to think positively!!!)

Weight: - 196.4 - :: gain ::

POINTS FOR THE DAY: -/24
VITAMINS: -
EXERCISE: -

Yesterday we went out to visit family and I was so tired I didn’t make a Weight Watcher’s dessert but instead picked up a halloween cake (white cake with bavarian cream)… oh dear god it was good.  Very festive looking for the kids … orange, black, and very Halloween.

I really honest to god wasn’t going to have any.  But a slice was laid out before me and I just thought to myself - you know what I’ve got a lot of points saved (which normally be the weekend are gone)… so I’m going to have the cake and enjoy it.  Without the guilt.

… of course this morning I was dreading the scale.

But .2 of a gain - all things considered, I did pretty well.

I don’t think that that it will be too hard for the rest of the week before weigh in… which is on Tuesday.  So I’m weighing in and then we go out trick or treating!  Oh the fun

Weight: - 196.2 - :: loss ::

POINTS FOR THE DAY: 31/24
VITAMINS: No
EXERCISE: None to speak of

I really did think that I would have gained from the Chinese food / desserts that I had last night. I was at 14 points before supper… but in the end my heart wasn’t into the buffet. I guess.

I even said to my hubby…. “What’s wrong with me??” Because I’m never like that - wanting fruit and veggies… am I sick? LOL. Very weird - being tired of it all. And as a bonus the fruit I had was delicious! (yes, I must be ill!!).

I’m very glad that I didn’t railroad myself with eating out this week. So far only one eating out session and it sure shows on the scale. Last week was a nightmare of eating out and trying to stay on track (which didn’t really work). I went up to 198.6 at Weight Watchers. So now I’m working (not just hoping) that this weekend doesn’t derail and I can pull of a loss!